I RODE MY GRADMA'S BIKE. IT WAS SO STUNNIG! I CAN'T EVEN DEPICT MY FEELINGS AND A GENERAL EXCITEMENT.

Okay. The last note. (I confess that I have eaten too many slices of home-made pizza - which actually is a huge thick pancake with a plane layer of ketchup and cheese) I will not promise myself that tomorrow I will start "a new life". I don't even care so much, because on Sunday I will reunite with my lovely bicycle (how many times have I already claimed that?!)

But the sunset is incredible in it's chill and dull outside right now. So, BYE BYE BYE BYE BYE

I have listened to a huge number of lectures and discussions about human-judgement. But I still can't understand why is it in oour nature to be keen on other individuals' perception and opinion about us.
I met a guy in Rimi. He looked at my legs and grimaced. I haven't felt so badly since the end of May when the same situation took place. But why the hell do I care?! Why is the appearance so significant for all of us?! Why is beauty so strongly connected with people's subconsiou instincts? (Like a good-loking man/woman is treated more positively because he/she is subconsiously perceived as more geniticaly-suitable for having babies with!) I don't get this kind of human behavior. Although I agree that being dirty, smelly, having bad breath and yellow teeth (or having no teeth at all!) is not attractive. The same is with extraweight (but here I have to refine that extraweight is meant like SUPER-EXTRA-WEIGHT) or stupidity (mental disorders don't count).

Why am I still not on my way?

Today I have a small journey to Daugavpils. Feel disappointed- there is actually nothing to sightsee there (except that tiny art-museum where I bought some new post-cards for my collection and observed a few exibitons. Majority of art-works were terrible. But there were some pretty ones too)
I drew a flatiron-horse running across the field below the fried-egg-Sun in the guest-book. Hope, workers of the musems will evaluate my psychodelic creativity.

Good news - Angelica will come to Dagda too. So, we will have cute family celebration of Ligo. Maybe I will prevail them upon letting me go home for a week.

I haven't done anything about chemistry today. Feel stressed and discomforted but NOT TODAY ANYWAY.
I am going for a walk. Bye

Allright, I have no mood for chemistry. I guess, I have a ight to be a bit slothful/indolent (some new words for today! I love how they sound much more than "lazy")

I miss Yana Rybkina, our conversations and her creativity. That's a pity that we will meet again only in September :( two moths to go

As always, I decided to watch a bunch of YouTube videos before starting my home-school day, but then, after turning one on, I undestood that I didn't really get what those persons were talking about. I mean, my brains today refuse to work in a qualitative way. Hope that this will not affect my studying-progression. Otherwise it is going to be tragic. I can't loose time anymore (ha-ha, I am already wasting it!)

I have to take shower NOW (what?)

Why the hell have I agreed to be responsible for organising the graduation party? Ugh.

Neverttheless, I feel quite good now. I have just woken up and had a breakfast - some nuts, cheese and 2 slices of bread. I guess, it is quite enough for me for another couple of hours due to my present lifestyle

Have a good day, everyone!