I have listened to a huge number of lectures and discussions about human-judgement. But I still can't understand why is it in oour nature to be keen on other individuals' perception and opinion about us.
I met a guy in Rimi. He looked at my legs and grimaced. I haven't felt so badly since the end of May when the same situation took place. But why the hell do I care?! Why is the appearance so significant for all of us?! Why is beauty so strongly connected with people's subconsiou instincts? (Like a good-loking man/woman is treated more positively because he/she is subconsiously perceived as more geniticaly-suitable for having babies with!) I don't get this kind of human behavior. Although I agree that being dirty, smelly, having bad breath and yellow teeth (or having no teeth at all!) is not attractive. The same is with extraweight (but here I have to refine that extraweight is meant like SUPER-EXTRA-WEIGHT) or stupidity (mental disorders don't count).

Why am I still not on my way?