YouTube (especially JacksGap videos) inspires me SO much. Sometimes I get so amused that I am literally ready to pack my clothes and other need-for-every-day-survival things and go/run/ride/drive/fly anywhere where the most usual adventures can take place. Those emotions are OVERWHELMING in the positive and the negative way in the same time!

Despite of anything those videos streghten my motivation to learn more properly. Possibly if I become a biologist I will be able to travel as much as Jack and his twin-brother do, take part in some breathtaking projects and meet spectacular people such as scientists, writers, talented vlogers and photographers. Plus maybe even go to Washington and apply for a job in the National Geographics!

On the one hand it is rediculous that I am THAT MUCH ambitios but on the other one - why not if it makes me move forward?!

It seems that I am going to be a complete loner and super-workaholic (thanks to the way daddy nurtured me). And yes - being alone (having no relationship) - means a lot for me at the very moment because somehow I am convinced that n apperance of "someone special" in my life will just EXPLODE my future-plans and burn them to ashes.
(However, if the person will be the same as I am - no problem then. I mean, if our life-goals coincide and he is as adventurous and enthusiastic as I am - I will definitely fall for him without saying a word!) But usually those good fellows are already picked by someone else. So, stop dreaming, girl!

Why am I writing all this? Does it make any sense? Am I just trying to kill time? SO MANY QUESTIONS

Had a chat with my grandma for a while. Revealed her a secret about my depression which took place last yearin october. She looked bothered. Hope that she will delete this information from her memory as soon as possible.

I slowly run out of clean clothes. I would better washed them up instead of writing this rubish here. Whatever. SUMMER IS LIKE A TWITTER FOR ME. IT DRIVES ME INSANE. WHY THE HELL DO I TYPE IN A CAPS-LOCK MODE?!

Couldn't stay home any more, watching those grumpy faces. Went for a walk to the lake.Unsuccesfully tried to assure a swan that I am not a predator. I really failed. The swan got nervous and irritated. It observed me carefully and sizzled loudly every time when I tried to make a step closer towards him.

However, danger doed not minimize my curiosity and the will to explore animals' behavior in their natural environment.

It has never been a secret, although every time when I realize it, I feel realy surprised. I HAVE A HUGE BUTT.

Shit. I have tocut down eating so much bread.

Dad will bring me my bicycle (REPARED!) this weekend. So,I will finally be able to ride and spend more time outdoors rather than indoors. (If honestly, I hate surfing the net or playing Sims every free second, because it makes me feel myselg miserable)

Vasara, bet temperatura nav augstaka par 15 gradiem. Godigi sakot, mani tas pat iepriecina. Nevaru ciest svelmi un parlieku saules koshumu

Моя поездка в Чехию отменяется, так как в нашей семье сейчас не очень солнечно-радужно с финансами. Не скажу, что я сижу и реву из-за этого (если бы я поехала в Чехию, то никакой учебы мне было бы не видать), но и дико радостной тоже не являюсь. Люблю Чехию, люблю тетю.
(Хотя тут появляется один плюс - до октября я вполне смогу успеть выучить хотя бы несколько адекватных разговорных фраз, чтобы поболтать с Милушкой!)

Вчера Вероника загрузила Симс на компьютер.
Минус - старичок зависает и я не могу сосредоточиться на химии.
Плюс - ЭТО ЖЕ СИМС 3 С ДОПОЛНЕНИЯМИ, ЧЕРТ ВОЗЬМИ!

Все видео на ютубе смотрю на английском. Наивно верю, что смогу благодаря этому улучшить свои навыки языка. Главное попутно не забыть латышский. А то будет неловко в школе в начале сентября.

А теперь я возвращаюсь к плотности жидкостей и кристаллогидратам. Аревуар!